S. Reeson

Never Forget Your First Roll

I remember                        rice
glutinous          a            sexual
awakening                         rapt

with nori                          was I
eighteen      maybe twenty-one
that feeling                       maki

deconstructed                      joy
from    consumptive innocence 
into              two            fingers

coloured plates           counting
every grain's             revelation
eating freedom                    my

breasts                     as a platter
pleasured in         precise order
formations                 she'll roll

I remember                        past
contextual      now       comfort
freedom      in these        hands
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palette knife    smooth
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alchemic     transformation
of sponge             to canvas
cake to             masterpiece
hours upon hours lost      in 
sugared finery       a mindless 
hyperbole of carbohydrates
hundreds and
thousands of empty 
calories        and still

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brain                     cannot
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the beat each hart  maintains
is it a body inside the  pastry
case for the prosecution   yet
the ultimate solution    is not
meeting in the middle     but
an aubergine cheesed   upon
a    griddle me this   mystery
why is this every      timeline
telling me as yet I       cannot
accept being          vegetarian
because ancestral     memory
is beating inside me        and
berries will never be enough

Flights, Issue Nine, June 2023