Kate Jenkinson

Seven times my life has danced
(after ‘Three Times my Life has Opened’ by Jane Hirshfield)

Once, as your laughter and mine made music

Once, when the tune was all yours not mine

Once, when we escaped formation, sycamore seeds in flight

Once, when playing your body as a heavy metal guitar riff

Once, when words played hide and seek, and I didn’t wear a skirt

Once, under weeping willows veil, hands clasped belting its trunk

Once, with conkers rolling underfoot, cartoon characters losing our balance

seven times my life danced until I fell 
and on falling 
found my feet

realised the music was mine to make
flautist, drummer – percussive beat
dancing to the swish of skirts swirling
wildly, I’m only finishing when I’m complete
and I’m never done

the distant drumming
keeps me dancing
ever on
ever on

Uncle Peb’s Funeral

He called you the babby
when he hugged you last
you danced at his funeral

you are the oldest now
you cried the deepest sobs
and danced with great joy

at being amongst family
the music was in your head
but you danced anyway 

with people you knew,
people you’d forgotten you knew
people you thought you knew
but didn’t know you

too much knowing
not enough feeling 
never enough dancing

Pockmarked Pavements

rain pools in the potholes
puddles in the depressions
water plasters over the cracks

the treachery of Winter
freezes black on tarmac
and we slip to school
and slide to work

friction free and thrilling
at the temporary hardness
of our unreliable hollows



 

Flights, Issue Nine, June 2023