Edward Lee

Eventually

From a throat
in the darkness
comes a scream
we all try to ignore,
sitting in the light
of a different world
from the one
that has screams
in the dark corners of days,

or so we like to believe
until we hear a too familiar sound
in a place that has never known
such a sound before.

You know/you need

I am running out
of metaphors and similes
to describe my love 
for you, having repeated 
and repeated them
to the point of staleness.

I can simply say
I love you,
and hope you know it,

hope you know it
without another word having
to leave my mouth, for
as you have said yourself
so many times before
my mouth would be better used
devouring you whole, love proven
more in actions than words.

Are entertained enough to forget?

The blood in my eyes,
flowing from the thorns
in my forehead,
blind me to the crowds
gathered around me
like a guard of honour
without any honour,

but I can still hear
their bays, their mocking.
I can still hear
the joy in their voices
from this new entertainment
that distracts them
from the savagery
of their-day to-day lives,

their bank accounts
forever empty, the bills
forever due, the lover forever
unfaithful, the job forever
back-breaking, the sea forever
boiling and the reason 
for it all and more
forever ignored.

Is this how I'll be remembered?
Dying on blocks of wood,
carved from trees
from another time,
another world, like
a lesson taken from history
with the lesson removed?

Is this how I'll be remembered,
blind with blood,
which might as well be tears,
as I wait for death to come 
and spare me from a pain
which seems partially a blessing,
while whatever comes next,
I do not dare know?

Flights, Issue Ten, September 2023