Andy Breckenridge

The Sisyphus of Petworld

you burrow towards the lighting
seventeen metres up

your pink pads polish the perspex wall
for now your back paws hold you steady

and I’m guessing you know deep down
in your Syrian hamster heart

that the light you so desperately
reach for isn’t real sunlight

but it’s up there so you buff away
your paws like Ali’s gloves at the punchball

the sides so slippery you climb so slowly
sometimes you slide down several inches

and start again
the staff top up your water and feed

every morning to keep you whirring
but at 8pm this cavernous shed

will be secured
humans will turn out the lights

and you will rest
then try again tomorrow


You Sent Me A Mixtape, Not A Playlist, With

a miniature collage of cut out guitarists and singers
in various blues for a poster
on the perspex door of this gallery you curated
just for me

I entered and read the list of exhibits:
Zagreb by The Fall
Ping Pong by Stereolab
Any Way That You Want Me by Spiritualised
On The Rocks by The June Brides

in your scrawl crammed
into what you thought
was all the available space

spread out when you realised
there was more room
on the other side

On the spine you wrote the title:
By That Sweet Neck

I visited so often
rushed to my favourites
until the tape heads started biting

held my breath
disentangled knots from the mechanism
brown strands spilled everywhere

gripped the cassette between my knees
and respooled with a yellow bic

heard you whisper with each careful turn
fed the tape through slowly
kept the right side up
prayed the folds and crinkles
got ironed out

twisted the reel until it was taut
applied cleaning fluid
to the heads with a cotton bud

Pressed play, and waited

Flights, Issue Fourteen, November 2024