Andy Breckenridge

So You Wanted To Go Back To The Forest?

Yes because 
my strings were loose and I was 
kicking over waste paper bins 
in the night sliding 
on colour magazines
outside, a doll's head 
lay on the double yellow
takeaways swallowed whole
by darkened doorways
soldiers watched on
eyes white against 
camouflage face paint
but in the forest the rain 
never fully reached 
the floor our mattress was 
a bed of pine needles 
shaped and warmed 
by our bodies crazed 
lattice work on 
our skin of a morning
two days of feral
other wildlife shuffled 
their cards in the undergrowth
while our blood sang
light aircraft engines 
faded in and out 
above the canopy

Crows

20.01.23

The funeral service done
we pick our way towards The Plough.

As crows, we wind across the park
our wings armband tight against our sides

I look back and witness the long line of us
in the crisp January twilight

leafless oaks against a dark blue sky
and rising blood orange sunset.

We arrive to O Luaidh (My Dearest Dear)
played on the pipes.

Coats, scarves and wings 
tongues begin to loosen

language, thought and memory take flight
migrate through time and place
 
as water beads in whisky
or prosecco bubbles rise

and these wings beat in common rhythm. 
We rest for a while in the same tree. 

The Oncoming Traffic

Jerk away from bad dreams, the ever 
unspooling glare, the electric halogen milk 
of oncoming traffic

Full beams blind bulging eyes as heavy lids
slip the car towards oncoming traffic

Hushed by each passing wingbeat 
each damp breath 
every dipped crossbeam of oncoming traffic 

In the trees the yellow of a muntjac’’s eye 
is captured by oncoming traffic

On the verge a wet clump of blue black bristles 
discarded by the oncoming traffic

Feel the tidal pull across 
the white lines into oncoming traffic

Safe in your capsule the strain eases 
in the dark gaps between bursts of oncoming traffic 

I’ll find you again eventually when 
I’m done with all this oncoming traffic 

Flights, Issue Ten, September 2023